Yes, even you.
Besides the fact that I've been making a nice little chunk of change lately,
my social (male) life is lacking. Fats wont talk to me - for a reason unknown, Darius is a damn crybaby, and well - you know the other "issue" by now. All I got is Jay, Snook, & Scooby.
-sigh
All the other males I associate with usually are acting like douche-bags. Even though Fats made me upset at school today, I managed having a lot of fun at school today, I laughed a lot.
I'm going to cry until my eye-balls fall out. Amiri is supposed to be moving to Atlanta after her junior year is over. I want to cry everytime she mentions it. :( IT NEVER FAILS! Every year, one of my bestfriends leaves me. 9th grade, it was Amarrah, 10th grade it was Kyla, now YOU TOO!? At least well be back together in college and stuff, that's our plans, so far. She's going to Spellman, and I'm going to AI. Im going to visit, like, everyday, lol. She keeps asking me why I don't come over anymore, ehh, my fault. :( I'm going to start spending the night more. She's my favoritest female bestfriend, and I love her.
:)
I'm getting into the habit of doing my homework first thing when I get home. See, I'm doing a little better! [ yay me!]
This whole Fats not talking to me thing is really getting to me though, like, low key. And it's crazy because usually I don't care because I know we'll start back talking sooner or later. I'm not so sure this time. And for once, I didn't do anything! When I got back from out of town, It's like he just shut down on a nigga for no ass reason. Baah. I don't like thiiiissssssss. It makes me feel weird around him, now. But I guess I just have to give him space, I guess..
I'm centering everything, weird, right?
I think that's all, for now. Oh, you know what? I kinda miss my hair.
:(
Besides the fact that I've been making a nice little chunk of change lately,
my social (male) life is lacking. Fats wont talk to me - for a reason unknown, Darius is a damn crybaby, and well - you know the other "issue" by now. All I got is Jay, Snook, & Scooby.
-sigh
All the other males I associate with usually are acting like douche-bags. Even though Fats made me upset at school today, I managed having a lot of fun at school today, I laughed a lot.
I'm going to cry until my eye-balls fall out. Amiri is supposed to be moving to Atlanta after her junior year is over. I want to cry everytime she mentions it. :( IT NEVER FAILS! Every year, one of my bestfriends leaves me. 9th grade, it was Amarrah, 10th grade it was Kyla, now YOU TOO!? At least well be back together in college and stuff, that's our plans, so far. She's going to Spellman, and I'm going to AI. Im going to visit, like, everyday, lol. She keeps asking me why I don't come over anymore, ehh, my fault. :( I'm going to start spending the night more. She's my favoritest female bestfriend, and I love her.
:)
I'm getting into the habit of doing my homework first thing when I get home. See, I'm doing a little better! [ yay me!]
This whole Fats not talking to me thing is really getting to me though, like, low key. And it's crazy because usually I don't care because I know we'll start back talking sooner or later. I'm not so sure this time. And for once, I didn't do anything! When I got back from out of town, It's like he just shut down on a nigga for no ass reason. Baah. I don't like thiiiissssssss. It makes me feel weird around him, now. But I guess I just have to give him space, I guess..
I'm centering everything, weird, right?
I think that's all, for now. Oh, you know what? I kinda miss my hair.
:(
- end of april, and these boys are coming out
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