let's just face the facts.

I reaaaaallllly want a salad from the Cottage Inn.

='(

Whoa is me.

Sooo... I drew my face on Photoshop the other day. I did it from this picture of me.. It's kinda cool.

SEXY, RIGHT?

-Sighs. I'm bored. I probably should be drawing some more for tomorrow.. I probably will in a minute. A thousand things on my mind, and they're going at about a billion times per second. Psh, probably why I keep a headache. I think too much. =\ Can't help it. I have a complex mind. YAHMEEN? My feet are cold, I need to put on some socks soon. Still sad about not having an iPod at my disposal. Can't wait for that money daddy says he's sending me.. I have a weird taste for something spicy, you know? Like, some hot cheetos, chicken salad with hot peppers.. the one whose name I can't spell. Jalapenos? Yea, something like that. I love hot foods, I love sour foods too. They excite my taste buds. I want some new jeans. I need at least one pair of skinny jeans that fit just right. What the Fuck type skinny person am I, not to own any skinny jeans? I suck. ohwellfuckit.

I'm in a very random mood. Like, if someone was to call me right now, I'd probably say some weird shit. :( I'm pretty weird. But nigga, you aint know? WEIRDISTHENEWCOOL! Oh, and I finally finished those ho ass scholarship applications. I wont be looking for anymore until next week. Hopefully I can talk my mom out of it since it's the week before break and all. Btw, what you niggas doing over break? Spending it with somebody you really like? Chilling at the house? Working Over OVER - time? I wish I had a job where I could work overtime. Shit, I wish I had a job. I wouldn't mind making my own money every once in a while. Having a financially well off pops is cool - but sometimes, I get sick of asking him for money. I don't know why, but it seems like I'm using him when I do it. Ehh. Don't like the feeling. But what the hell? He tells me If I want of need something, just ask. Mm.. I don't know. Feel's weird.

When you think about your future, what do you think about? I think of living in a nice ass condo, or apartment. With like, two bedrooms. A nice living room, bathroom.. especially nice kitchen... and sharing it with somebody I really care about. But yea.. That would be the Get Away House. Our Mansion will be somewhere in Florida.. with hurricane proof walls and shit. LOL. I'm really going right now. But seriously, In the future, dude.. I just want to be happy. I don't need all that fancy elaborate stuff. I mean, it would be nice.. but I don't NEED it. As long as I prove to be successful enough to the point that I don't have to struggle to make ends meet, I'm good. I've seen my parents struggle.. and I'm not trying to recap on that when It comes time for me to live my own life. Maybe I can learn from their mistakes, or, something like that. I just really, really, don't want to live in poverty. I don't even want to still be living at home after I graduate from High School. Na.. that's not for me at all. Some people can do it, but I can't. I'm getting up out of here clear after the summer's over. I'll probably stick around a bit after my birthday.. and then, I'm out of Detroit. I'll say my goodbye's and prepare to face the new things ahead of me.

Shit, New? Something about that word really excites me. Lol, like a brand new game, or brand new phone.. Shit just sounds real nice. I'm curious as to what new people await my future. Who knows, maybe I'll find my "Soulmate". Eww.. that shit sounds cheesey =\. But hey, new people are always fun.

Hey, Future? I'm looking foward to meet you, bae.

Oh yea, there's a post before this, click older post if you want to check it out. :]

-who knows what the future may bring?