I want to love you; PYT.

Ehh, watching America's Best Dance Crew again.

FUCKING JABAWAKEES ARE THE SHIT!

I have a really bad headache. I've been up since like 9 o'clock searching for scholarships. This shit is getting sickening. I have like 4 more to go before I've applied for 14. My mom's KILLING me with that shit. "You're on lock down until you finish applying for those scholarships, I'm not trying to go broke paying for you to go to college." -rolls eyes I know already! Stop saying that shit everyday! So yea.. until that gets done, I'm stuck in the house. I'll probably finish by tonight.

ohmygawsh, jay is so gay. :\

He says Twans his bew..

Chmy *: You're gay for that last message, btw.
jay.: WHYCOME!?
Chmy *: ho, you know why.
jay.: Suckmyweewee?
Chmy *: FTW :| :| :|
jay.: FUCKTHEWEINER.
jay.: FACETHEWEINER.

MOVING ON...

Markus says he wants to take me out tonight. I kinda miss hanging out with him, too. But shit, is there anything at the movies to go see? I haven't seen him since like mid - Feb. He's like, my mom's favorite out of all of the guys I've ever talked to, lol. I never understood exactly why. Not like he's not worthy of being a mom's favorite or anything, but I mean.. What's the reason? He is a good looking cat.. Dresses nice, has a job, is in college.. yea, nvm. I know why he's her favorite. Ehh, if only summer 06 would have worked out.. LOL. He was too busy for lil ool me. He wont admit that, but I know that's what was up. The perfect girl for you? Mhm.. sure I am.

I went to sleep early last night. I ended up getting home really late, so I was kinda tired. So I bounced on Jay, and went to sleep. And whoa @ the voicemail I woke up too. Fareal? That's how you feel? Cierra was right, I do. But shit, you're doing your own thing right now.. Who am I to intrude on that? So, yea. I'm leaving you alone to do you're thing for a while. No distractions, you know? You don't have to make me feel like nothings changed by calling every now and then. It's cool, really.


I didn't have the power to go to school this morning. Nigga, I've been testing for 3 days straight. I don't have it in me. I'm sick of school, like, fareal.

FOUR MORE SCHOOL DAYS LEFT BIOTCH!

And yo, has anybody been outside today? It's freaking beautiful. Is Spring here for good? Pssh, knowing Detroit weather, probably not. Mommy bought Pop-cicles. Tis a good sign.

:)

-I'm on my way to salvation for 8 days.

:->