let me play with your emotions

I feel like I should be blogging, since Khloe & Mckenzie were complaining. Fuck you hoes and your two line blog posts. My post shit on yours, period.

Soo, pretty much - my mom wants to meet his parents and all that good stuff, now that we're "boyfriend and girlfriend". Is is bad that that's still weird to say and/or type? `Cuz it is. He's sooo sweet, though. Lately I've been wanting to see him more and more, and find myself missing him. Ugh, I hate it, but at the same time - enjoy it. Still not used to this gay shit, lol. - shrugs. What can you do?

On that note, allow me to express these emotions that are still buried deep within. I still feel like there is a piece of me that can't let go of that other one - you know, the short one. I thought that this situation I'm in now would distract me enough to the point where I wouldn't even consider any type of weird feelings with him, but alas, there's no doubting that they're still there. Hence the two dreams in a row, and the last few days. Somethings you can neither duplicate, nor extinguish. This, I think happens to be one of those things. Maybe it'll go away when things get more serious. I hope so, I'm not the cheating type. He's already expressed that he doesn't give a damn about my boyfriend, red flag, lol.

I do really miss him though. Everytime my phone lights up, I get excited, lol. I have to see him this weekend.


Yea, I'm a hostess. Fuck you guys, lol.