Saturday, April 5, 2008

worst day in a while.

So got my report card, right? Looked down at my GPA, shit was a 3.147. Not bad right? .. Then I looked up at my grades. I HAD TWO D's. One in Chemistry, and one in ... OH, YOU GUESSED IT! Algebra. =| . I'm sorry. This is just how things are. I'm trying dammit! My mom cursed me out, took my shit, and slammed my door - I cried like a little bitch. I haven't cried like that in a long time. I hate when I cry, too. I get a really bad headache, my eyes turn red, and It's hard to breathe.. ugh.

She gave all my shit back today, saying she wants a progress report every week now. Ha, progress report.. I'm getting too old for this, I swear. But whatever, If it keeps me out of trouble I'll do it. I was feeling really crazy last night - having crazy thoughts and everything, actually, it was probably a good thing she took my phone last night, I probably would have ended up breaking it out of anger or some shit.

And man, these headaches lately have been a killer. They're getting worse and worse. My mom claims it's because I don't drink enough water, who knows, though. All I know is that these daddies need to go away.

Mm.. I don't feel like writing anything else.
- sigh.
Why couldn't life be so much easier? Lol, this shit is stressful, man.


maybe I should go rob a bank, then everything would go away..

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