back for the first time.

So, I'm back in the D. Yes, finally, I'm home. It was cold as hell when I got off that plane. :(. Hawaii was nice, but I guess it's time to get back to reality. I had to talk to God the entire flight of the first plane. I just knew that boy was going down. Turbulence? Gtfo. I've never experienced any kind of turbulence like that in my life. Not to mention the fact that a little Mexican baby behind me kicked, screamed, and cried the entire flight. I wanted to reach back and smack the little bambina. =\. Her parents were trying so had to shut her up, poor guys. The second flight as cool, though - besides the fact that me feet were cold, but eh, I survived. A plane ride give you a lot of time to think, right? Try.. a whole 10 hours? Yea, I was in the air for 10 hours.. and half of it I thought I was going to die. But back to these thoughts..

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Excuse me, I had to get that out.


Frustration is a mother snugger isn't it? UGH! Every time I see anything that reminds me of this mess, I get mad. Damn damn damn. But fuck it, lol. I think about it, get mad, then forget about it again. Sooner or later, I'll stop thinking about it completely. And if that's what it comes to, then so be it. -shrugs. There's nothing I can really do about it, you know? So yea.. it's up in the air, with all the other bullshit in my life. But hey, everyone had bullshit in their lives, I'm not special in that sense, so yea.

School in the morning, it's time to catch up and all that good stuff. I think I'm ready to work now. You know.. get a job and all that good stuff. Being in Hawaii really woke me up, you know? All those designer stores motivates you, lol.. Kalakua St. is like, the Rodeo Dr. of Hawaii. Nigga.. I mean any designer you could ever think of was on that street. And guess what? I couldn't get anything out of any of them. :( . I walked my ass right in Macy's and cashed out! LOL! But really though, I got some cute ass clothes out of there. There Macy's is waaaaay better than the ones here. Psh, Michigan sucks.

Grammy's got canceled. [ giant sad face ] I wanted to go. Sooooo, I guess I have nothing to do Friday, huh?

I'm all bronze now. Lol, I kinda like the new complextion. Hides my blemishes! [BIG BIG SMILE].


Joshy wants to add me in his portfolio! Tell me why I feel so special though? I think that's so shweet. He draws some pretty people, YAHMEEN? I guess this means I'm pretty, huh? Lol, lemme stop clowning. But sure JoshyCakes, you can draw little ool me.


Jay claims that he's almost ready for our up coming Photoshoot.. Mhm, I'll believe it when I see you booty naked on the meeting table like we discussed earlier. HAAAAA. Yea right, nobody wants to see Jay's naked penis laying across the table.

:(


I got stuff to do to get ready for school tomorrow. Gotta wrap these gifts and stuff. :) DId I tell you I bought Mykel the cutest Rocawear hoodie ever? I love my bestfriend.

Call, text, IM or whatever.
byeeeee.